/ t / says:
it sucks if its another what, three, four years before i see you all again
LittLe_chiLLie says:
u will be old by den woots
/ t / says:
yeah
/ t / says:
but you
/ t / says:
you'll be in the prime of your life
LittLe_chiLLie says:
haha. maybe i'll have a beau by den
LittLe_chiLLie says:
WAKAKAKa
LittLe_chiLLie says:
kidding
/ t / says:
if you do
/ t / says:
he'll be the luckiest sonofagun in the world
/ t / says:
and if you do
/ t / says:
i hope he's the right one for you
/ t / says:
and he'll never put anything but a smile on your face
/ t / says:
because if he doesnt... *evil laugh*
LittLe_chiLLie says:
haha..
LittLe_chiLLie says:
but then for sure got ups and downs rite?
/ t / says:
i hope for you it's all ups and no downs (=
LittLe_chiLLie says:
that wold be impossible but thx anyways
LittLe_chiLLie says:
haha
/ t / says:
nothings impossible.
/ t / says:
i'm serious. i hope the guy you end up with next will be the missing block in the puzzle that is your life
/ t / says:
you deserve nothing but the very best. never forget that.

He's so sweet! haha. Love you! LOL. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

**My desires♥♥
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I came across this article few seconds ago. I think its a good one.
So,I decided to post it here.

My mom gave me an outdoors overcoat. It was dark green. It blended well with the woods.
I wore that jacket in every season and every day for fifteen years. With me in it, it climbed wilderness mountains, endured raging storms, hitchhiked two continents, camped, slept in unsavory places, hiked and was ill used, abused and beloved.
Five years into owning it there was general agitation at home, given its condition, to replace it. Instead, I decided to mend it.

Mending isn’t fixing. Fixing might mean that the evidence of the problem disappears. As in “It’s fixed as good as new.”
Mending maintains a record. On the torn pocket that I got climbing in the Teton Mountains, I used pea-green, tent patching, rip-stop nylon. The green Velcro closings at the cuffs torn in Ecuador were replaced with black and stitched with sky blue thread. The stitching on the zipper, ripped in New York City, was deep purple because purple was the color I had with me.
Every tear, every rip, every stitch told a story.

Stopping to sew a torn seam seems quaint in our toss-off society, but some things are just worth mending.
Relationships get mended. Sometimes they can’t be fixed.
Sometimes the breakage — the wound — can’t be made invisible.
But often enough relationships can be mended, not as good as new, but pretty good.

Let’s Pray: Dear God, please give us the thread, the needle, the eyes and the desire to stitch whatever needs mending in our lives. Amen.
Today’s Thought Is: A torn seam stitched and patched together is often stronger than it was before.

Mark 2:21: "No one sews a piece of unshrunk cloth on an old cloak; otherwise, the patch pulls away from it, the new from the old, and a worse tear is made. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I suddenly feel a strong aversion towards you.

I'm sorry.I know its wrong but please do not...

I repeat DO NOT disrespect ME.

Believe me i will stand firm with what is right. You need to be saved.

I need to CHILL.

ANGER

Anger is not always sin. God is angry (Psalm 7:11; Mark 3:5), and believers are commanded to be angry (Ephesians 4:26).
Biblically,anger is God-given energy intended to help us solve problems.
But anger turns to sin when it is selfishly motivated (James 1:20), when God’s goal is distorted (1 Corinthians 10:31), or when anger is allowed to linger (Ephesians 4:26-27).
Instead of using the energy generated by anger to attack the problem at hand, one attacks the person instead.
Anger becomes sin when it is allowed to boil over without restraint, resulting in a “sawed-off shotgun” consequence in which everyone in earshot is hurt (Proverbs 29:11),leaving devastation in its wake...often with irreparable consequences.

One can properly handle anger by:

1. recognizing and admitting one’s selfish anger and wrong handling of anger as sin (Proverbs 28:13; 1 John 1:9). This confession should be both to God and to those who have been hurt by our anger. Nor should one minimize that sin by calling it “getting a little hot the other day” or by blame-shifting: “well if you wouldn’t have acted the way you did...”
2. Seeing God in the trial. This is especially important when people have done something to offend YOU specifically. James 1:2-4; Romans 8:28-29; and Genesis 50:20 all point to the fact that God is sovereign and in complete control over EVERY circumstance and person that enters your path. NOTHING happens to you that He does not cause or allow.
3. Make room for God’s wrath. This is especially important in cases of injustices, especially when done by “evil” men to “innocent” people.
4. Do not return evil for good (Genesis 50:21; Romans 12:21). This is key to altering our anger into love. As one’s actions flow from one’s heart, so also one’s heart can be altered by one’s actions (Matthew 5:43-48)...that is, one can change one‘s feelings toward another by changing how one chooses to act toward that person.
5. Lastly you must act to solve your part of the problem (Acts 12:18). You cannot control how others act or respond, but you can make changes that need to be made on your part. Overcoming one’s temper is not something that is usually accomplished overnight. But with reliance upon God through prayer for help, Bible study, and reliance upon God’s Holy Spirit, it can be overcome. As one has allowed anger to become entrenched in one’s life by habitual practice, one must also practice responding correctly until it too becomes a habit replacing the old ways.
6. Communicate to solve the problem. There are four basic rules of communication shared in Ephesians 4:15,25-32.

• Be honest and speak (Ephesians 4:15,25). People can’t read our minds, but speak the truth IN LOVE.
• Stay current (Ephesians 4:26-27). Don’t “sand bag,” letting the list of what is bothering you build up until the “dam busts” and you lose your temper.
• Attack the problem, not the person (Ephesians 4:29,31). Along this line, one must keep in mind the importance of keeping the volume of one’s voice low (Proverbs 15:1). Yelling is usually a form of attack toward the person.
• Act, don’t react (Ephesians 4:31-32). Because of our fallen nature, our “knee-jerk” reflex, our first impulse is usually a sinful one (verse 31). The time spent in counting to ten should be used to reflect upon the godly way to respond (verse 32) and to remind yourself how anger is to be used to solve problems not create bigger ones.

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Disappointed

Definition->defeated of hope or expectation

That is what i feel right now.
I can't believe friendship can END just like that. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Your 5 impressions on him/her
-He's cute.
-He's always laughing.
-He is skinny wakakaka.
-He is always in white.
-His name is Daniel. woots!

Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you :
-He gave me a pen..a special one. ahaha. MEMORABLE rite?
-He always send goodnight messages to me. [boom!]

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is because :
-I've lost my mind.

5 things found in my bag
-Nail polish. [Awkwarddd]
-Puma pencil box.
-thread.
-needle.
-formation paper. LOL.

5 things found in my wallet
-Money. duh~
-Hearts everywhere. seriously.
-Boarding pass. haha.
-Coins la.
-Receipts

5 favourite things in my room
-I do not have my own room.

5 things I always wanted to do
-Scream as loud as I can at the beach.
-Talk to the principal. haha. FYI,i've never talk to him.
-Bungee jump.
-Ride a roller coaster.
-Smash a guitar.

5 things I am currently into
-Colour guards.
-Music.
-Dance.
-Christian bands.
-GOD.

List out the top 5 you would wish for
-CHocolate Moist Cake.
-A better phone.
-Flight ticket to travel 'round the world.
-A volleyball that cost rm120.
-A...um....I have nothing more in mind now.

[You]
First Name –Andrea
Nickname – Mouse? Andie?
Name you wish you had- Totally loving my name now.
What do people normally mistake your name as- Well,basically everyone can pronounce my name. haha.
Birthday- 30.09.1992
Birthplace- NSW,aussie. woots.
Time of Birth- I wish i know.
Single or taken – Single
Zodiac sign – Libra.

[Your Appearence]
How tall are you – 157 only. ahaha.
Wish you were taller – yeah. too short to spike la. haha.
Eye color –Brown
Eye color you want - Olive! yahoo.
Natural Hair color – Dark Brown and Black. weird.
Current Hair color – Same as above. its not like Lok Yuk let the students dye their hair.
Short or long hair – long Duh~.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – Never,haha.
Glasses or contacts – glasses.
Do you wear make-up – ONly when im on stage.oooh.
Ever had hair extensions – nop.
Paint your nails – yeah.

[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolates – Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke – Pepsi
Rap or Rock – Neither. I guess.
Relationship or One night stand – relationship. Isn't it obvious?
School or Work – school.
Love or Money – Love.
Movies or Music – Music all the way.
Country or City – City.
Sunny or Rainy days – It depends. haha.
Friends or Family – both.

[Have you ever]
Lied – *nods*
Stole something – yup.
Hurt someone close to you – Yep.
Broke someone's heart – Yep.
Had your heart broken –Yeap.
Wondered what was wrong with you – All the time.
Wish you were a prince/princess – pPrincess of course. how can I be a prince?
someone who was taken – yeah.
Shaved your head – NOPE.
Been in love – Yup.
Used chopsticks – very often in fact.
Sang in the mirror to yourself –rarely.

[Favorites]
Flower – Rose. cos it represents love.
Candy – nothing in particular
Song – Across the sky-Broken world.
Scent – seriosuly,i don't know.
Color – Not gonna tell you.*shakes head*
Movie – 10,000B.C
Singer – Hayley Williams,Joe Jonas,Nick Jonas,Ben Kolarcik,Justin Unger.
Word – Waliao.
Junk food – Chips all the way.
Website– Youtube,Blogspot,Xanga,PH blog,photobucket.
Location – KAy kay.woots.
Animal – None.
Ever cried over someone – Yeah.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – I think so.
Do you think you're attractive –Speechless.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – erm,fairytale is so..so..unreal...
Do you play any sports – VOLLEYBALL. YAY!

I tag:
1.Amanda tong.
2.Ayutomoe.
3.Debbie. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Promises shattered
Answers don't come
Friends say goodbye
Plans come undone
Dreams get crushed
Lies get told
Words can turn cruel
Hearts can grow cold

CHORUS
In a broken world where we cry to feel
Some hope that helps these hearts to heal
You're my strength, You're my refuge
In a broken world, Jesus I'm holding to You

You make sense of the madness
And You make darkness flee
You bring such a calmTo the chaos in me
Show me life
Tell me truth
Day after day I keep running to You

CHORUS
In a broken world where we cry to feel
Some hope that helps these hearts to heal
You're my strength, You're my refuge
In a broken world, Jesus I'm holding to You

Long ago, we fell so far
Yet You came to where we are

CHORUS
In a broken world where we cry to feel
Some hope that helps these hearts to heal
You're my strength, You're my refuge
In a broken world, Jesus I'm holding to You

Such a beautiful song by ♥Across The Sky♥...





Them. In case you dont know.
um..They are kinda cute actually. haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Got a good news today!
The judges in the drama competition was so impressed
by the lok yuk's dance performance that consist of..
Lemme list it out for you,
Floyd,Azhar,Steve,Garry,Daniel,Ricky,Michelle,Natalia and I.
And the judges ask us to dance for them in 1 Borneo,I was so shocked when Steve told me bout' it.
Not bragging but I just feel that its a good opportunity even Natalia say so. Haha.
But i'm stil thinking 'bout joining. But steve says he needs me. LOL. So bangga.
Will think bout this.
*thinks*

Mike Mike! ahaha. Kathlyn and I start calling Mike that.
Dunno why.
I bet none of you know who Mike is. haha. So he's all mine.
*sinister smile* LMAO.

Amanda lost her balance while drinking jagung ice!
Haha, Natalie was rolling well, not rolling but sitting on the floor laughing.
How can u lose your balance while drinking jagung ice??!!
You tell me! ahah!
But i fell down while doing stunt also today.
Uinah,in front of all the PANCARAGAM and most importantly Madam Chou.
What a scene.(Yes, i like to use it.) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I just realise my previous post has so much grammatical error. Geez. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Update! yesh! Finally!


Under the sun today. That field is so wow.
I'm sure you'll be amazed with what you smell when you go to SM LOK YUK's field.
Hope i was clear though.

Teacher's day tomorrow! Woohoo.
Happy teacher's day to ALL the teachers in the world!

This freaking problem came up,and its is just a misunderstanding case!
I repeat,MISUNDERSTANDING CASE.
Geez.Don't they have any commonsense in their brain.
Ugh. And now everyone is blaming everyone when no one is at fault now.
Is that even possible?
ARGH! i feel like screaming but since im in the living room i cant.
Yeesh. So hate this situation.
God,please Forgive them. I hope they can forgive each other.

I need to calm down. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. Write a will so my children wouldnt fight over my harta.(yeah rite! like thats gonna happen).
2. I wanna learn to play at least (note:at least) one instrument.
3. Eat the most expensive food in the world.
4. I wanna get married la. duh.
5. Give Jons a big big hug cause of today. (i know u are confused)
6. Sing! yay!
7. DAnce! double yay!

Seven things you can do:
1. talk. (ah-maaaazing!)
2. Laugh. (Cheers!)
3. Eat. like alot. wait. i dunno.
4. Laugh very very hard. i know it equals to number 2 but you know la.
5. Sleep in a special way. (and im not gonna tell you) hahaha.
6.Make natalia do "the look" specifically---> =.='''
7. I can scream and shout. Isn't it the same?

Seven most repeated phrases or words:
1. Waliao
2. haha
3. Lmao
4. hahaha
5. Oh my goodness
6. woohoo
7.What oh?!!!

Three names you go by:
1. Andrea
2. Andie( 2 ppl call me that oni) [Jasmine ,Floyd]
3.Chang ying. Those volleyball ppl la. ish. Eshley call me gendut one always. wakaka.

Three things you like about yourself:
1. my laughs.[ no one can laugh like me ma]
2. my brain.
3. my eyes! [yay!]

Three things you don't like about yourself:
1. I cant do cartwheel and all [want to learn but pengecut,what to do]
2. i tend to laugh very loud sometimes. [hard to control]
3.dunno.*shrugs*

Three things that scares me:
1. Horror movie. [i dunno why]
2. Aaron heng.
3. The sun. [nyahaha]

Three drinks I like:
1. pink lemonade. [dunno here got or not]
2. Milk...
3. Sprite! [yesh][its not a typo for yeah]

Three of your daily essentials:
1. Water la.
2.Oxygen.I wanna live too.
3. God. yay.

Three things that you are wearing now:
1. A black shirt.
2. a nike jacket.
3. A smile. [things wor]

Three of my current favourite movies:
1. Step up 2
2. enchanted? [thanks to boban]
3. that movie la. that one ah. the one got guy and girl one ah. ya la. that one.

Two truths and a lie:
1. I love dancing.
2. I love my friends.
3. I love bittergourd.

Three things about the opposite sex that appeals you:
1. Laughter.
2. Eyes.
3. Jiu wo!!!

Three careers that you are considering, or have considered:
1. Tour guide. [can go around lor]
2. A professional dancer. [but NO good pay according to ppl]
3. A type of career la.

Three people you would like to tag:
1.Daniel chen chen chen.
2.awesomanda.
3danielle. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So long didnt update dy. haha.
just came back from Kathlyn's bday party.
Had so much fun. But.....



Something bad happened. Ya wor. believe bah.
The bday girl cried twice. waliao. so speechless. But she say she had a blast.
hmm.. true or not one oh?

Florence.
Number 13 colour guards. ( Used red colour cause she's one of the red lol)
She nearly drowned.
8 ppl tried to save her.
Last-last the pelampung yang saved her., wakaka.

Actually I dapat her hand liao. wanna push her up.
manatau she couldn't hold on to my shoulder and push my head down instead.
So i terpaksa swim away to get some air.
Super scary.

The bday girl,Kath apparently.
Terkejut till cry oh.
She said when she was hugging Florence,she can hear her breath cause it was so loud. (she was exhausted bah,fighting for her life).
Jones and Charlz keep blaming themselves saying they were too slow.
Jones was shaking.Charlz went emo-ing in the corner.
What a scene.

Life is precious,live life to the fullest and with God it would be perfect. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

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